Foolishness...just a toned down word for stupidity.  I know better than to be blessed and graced and blessed and graces and blessed and graced over and o ver again, and overlook my responsbilities in carrying such grace and gifts.

My paperwork is still not in.  Every intention was into sending it in, but I have yet to get it in.  Today, like the last 7 days, I have assured myself it would be overnighted.   As life can make it, things get in the way and the moment I have been overwhelmed by a challenge in sending in my paperwork I have settled for less of myself and ignored my responsibilities...  Amazing demonstration of leadership right?  I can only maintain dignity and perserverence settling that as many wonderful things I have done and may be graced to do in the future, that I am human...ugh!  What a terrible concept to force myself to believe sometimes... and i SIN, and I am disobedient... I fail and falter...stumble and fall.. =(  Wow, life can hurt...

As soon as I am done with this I am off and away to the post office... my mothers flight is delayed and the two documents she has been carrying for waaaayyy too long, even with my desperate pleas to forward them onto me, are in her ownership.  WHich means... I am only partially fulfilling my obligation that should have been carried out...

I am sad of my poor decisions and leadership.

I sent in the rest of my support... which at that point was just shy of 600dol, and with a few of my own dollars I sent in $600.

I am still on my pay scheduele, or have been ahead of it.  A couple of my few monthly supporters just donated all the money at once because of my disposition and lack of required support having come the deadlines...

Blessfully, I am arriving in Atlanta, nevertheless, and meeting AIM staff and my team so that I can carry on in my pursuit with this amazing ministry and learning oppurtunity in AFRICA.

I am deserving of NOTHING.

The LORD has provided an undeniable, very visable TRUTH in such a saying.

See you guys soon!